i should stop trying so hard to exist
and just do it
i am still just trying to figure out
how i can be a person and
how i can experience my own life fully when
half of me is stretched across the state
Apartment, Apart ment, Apart meant
In our apartment we shared love; quiet spaces; neglected plants; a twin bed; eroding bars of your perfumed soaps; deep secrets; youthful naivety; a library card; laughter; addiction; needles; depression; trauma.
Then you were suddenly gone. I was left to grieve alone in our apart ment
To reimagine a future in your absence and what our forever being apart meant
GUREN ICHINOSE and SHINYA HIRAGI (stylized: gureshin) on the covers of: Seraph of The End, Guren Ichinose: Catastrophe at Sixteen, Guren Ichinose: Resurrection at Nineteen (2012-), original story by Takaya Kagami
we only say goodbye with words I died a hundred times you go back to her and I’m go back to I’m go back to us


















